Question
I’m in a relationship with a guy I love. He treats me well, and sometimes I feel certain he’s the one for me, but other times I have doubts. We’ve been together for five years (we’re both 26), and he’s never given me anything for Valentine’s Day. We’ve argued about this, not because I necessarily want a card or chocolates but because I wish he cared enough to offer a small token of affection.
When I see my friends receiving flowers, I start wondering if something is wrong with me, if maybe I don’t deserve those gestures because I’m not pretty or feminine enough. Then I remind myself that I do deserve them; he just doesn’t believe in them. He sees things like Valentine’s Day as silly and unnecessary, saying, “You know I love you, so why would you need a card?”
Overall, we’re best friends and we love and respect each other. But when things like this come up, I question whether I’m settling for someone who won’t or can’t give me what I need. If he can’t do something this simple, what does that say about how much he values my feelings? I know he struggles to express his emotions, but where do I draw the line?
Please help. Thanks.
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Answer
There is nothing wrong with you. You absolutely deserve gifts. Your boyfriend’s reluctance to give you cards or flowers likely stems from his own relationship with his emotions; it has little, if anything, to do with how he feels about you.
The male mind can be complex. Men are born with the same tender and vulnerable emotions as women. However, while women are encouraged to express these feelings, men are often discouraged or even punished for doing so. At some point, many men “decide” they will no longer allow themselves to appear weak. From then on, they dedicate themselves to being “strong,” even at the cost of emotional depth. This is an unfortunate societal issue, and your boyfriend may be a casualty of it.
I suspect he loves you deeply, just as much, if not more, than your friends’ boyfriends love them. However, his love is contained within him, difficult to express because he struggles with emotional vulnerability. He needs love, yet that need makes him feel weak, so he keeps his distance. One way he maintains that distance is by rejecting traditional gestures of affection, like gift-giving. In doing so, he prioritizes his own discomfort over your emotional needs; not out of malice but in an immature, self-protective way.
Instead of arguing with him, try getting his full attention and calmly explaining how you feel when he doesn’t give gifts. Share your fears about your attractiveness or femininity and how his actions affect you. Ask him to listen without interrupting and stop him if he tries to respond before you’ve finished. He likely isn’t fully aware of your feelings, not because he doesn’t care, but because he’s too focused on guarding himself.
Make it clear that this isn’t about the gifts themselves; it’s about love and reassurance. Tell him that when he doesn’t express his love outwardly, it causes you to question yourself and your place in the relationship. Let him know that expressing affection in this way is something you need to feel valued and secure. With some guidance, he may begin to open up and give you more of what you need. However, when he does, he’ll likely be awkward at first and may need encouragement to feel comfortable with these new expressions of love.
Good luck.
Anne
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